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right now i know you are having sex with someone
and im smoking in my kitchen
im making pasta salad for my lunch
i hate the way my heart it ached
when i found wrappers from a condom
on the floor of your bedroom last summer

im trying not to feel lonely im trying not to feel rejected
as im picking basil pouring pesto in a lunchbox
and the basil it is dried
cus the basil plant it died
i still feel weird about the fact
that you are probably inside
somebody
elses
mind
and i am picking dying leaves of a plant
that didn’t quite survive
a year has passed since it began
you dating other people and its fine
i just forgot how much it sucks to have to share you with em

but i loved you a lot back then
and i love you even more now
didn’t think it possible
but it just happened somehow
when you kiss me on my neck
or hold me in your arms
im butter melting sideways down a oven filled with warmth

and when you kiss me on my lips
and i taste your morning breath
when im waking in the sunlight and were laying in my bed
in my lucid dreaming wake i cuddle into you
id rather be around you than alone and that is new

and new things are coming
like knowing you are interested in people is comforting
cus it makes me feel like you are going to be fine
the way we feared none of us would make it out alive

and i am eating the pesto straight from the glass
and outside a couples walking by hand in hand
it makes me think that i am just the worst person alive
i know its not true but i can’t shake this feeling inside

that the only reason you dont want me now
is because you know me inside and out
and you saw all the ugly that i hide from the rest
and you knew it best to get away from this mess

and right now i know you are having sex with someone
and i hope you’re comfortable
and i hope youre having fun
im falling fast asleep and im thinking bout the day
how everyone around me feel so scary far away

and right now i know you are having sex with someone
right now i know you are sleeping next to someone
right now i know you are waking up with someone
right now i know you are gonna fall for someone
right now i know you are having sex with someone
right now i know you are sleeping next to someone
right now i know you are waking up with someone
right now i know you are gonna fall for someone

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from albumless songs 2019​-​2021, released August 1, 2019

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hi i'm Blood girl i am 24 years old and i sing about sadness because i am sad.

Thanks for listening to my little diary

soundcloud.com/iambloodgirl

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