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everything hurts everything hurts
and i can’t say nothing i can’t speak a word
im bad at honesty when its in regards to me
i want to try not to cry not to say that i might
commit su- i mean die i mean i want to live i want to
sit in the corner of your armpit
feeling like i exist
feeling like i exist

i think im lonely but i am not
im here right so i am not
i have friends and i feel fine
but things inside are like pain like
i have brain pain
i am crying in the shower
i am lying
when you ask me
is it ok?
i say yes

why can’t i speak
why cant i say
i am not what u think
i am never ok

i brag to my friends
about finally being fine
while everything around me
is slowly catching fire

everything everything around me is breaking

everything everything is slowly deteriorating

i am fucking up everything
every friendship every tiny thing i thought i had
is slipping thru my fingers
falling onto everything

and i have all the obsessive thoughts again
all of them
and i dont want to see any of my friends
i want to be by myself

tomorrow you’re gonna ask me like you always do
and i am gonna lie like i always think i have to

did you sleep well
and i lie yes
are you ok and i lie yes
are you hungry
i lie no
are you ok?
im just tired
can i help you
i say no
can i hug you
and i pretend its like a no big deal
but its the only proof i have that i am real

all i want all i want is to sit and talk with you
nothing nothing makes me feel like i matter except for that
i want to sleep on forever

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from albumless songs 2019​-​2021, released August 1, 2019

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hi i'm Blood girl i am 24 years old and i sing about sadness because i am sad.

Thanks for listening to my little diary

soundcloud.com/iambloodgirl

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