in the meantime (early ver.)

from albumless songs 2019-2021 by blood girl

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i haven’t felt like myself for so long
i dont know who ive become
in the meantime
as the world passes by
ive been bedridden almost for a month
caught up cabin feber gone
in the meantime
everybodys moving on

i cannot focus and now i am on my own
i am utterly alone i am left to die again
all my friends all my friends
are so dear but far away i am cooped up in my bed
dissapearing without trace,without trace

the worlds is caving in around my skull
making me forget that i can talk
making me forget how to reach out
making me forget that i am loved

but i cant sleep in any longer
i cant stay like this for life
im not sick enough
but sick enough to never be alright
i am wrongly wired really tired
fighting for my right
to have a little hope that i will someday turn out fine

i havent felt happy for so long
i dont know where it has gone
in the meantime
ive been sleeping quite a lot
ive pretended everything was going fine
so i didnt have to lie
if somebody asked me if ive gotten worse

i am sloppy with excuses always covering my ass
i am scared of getting help
cus what if that shit doesn’t last
im on meds but still depressed
and therapy it doesnt help
so im just tired of the fighting
can i ever catch a break?

i am happy for you happy for you but im so afraid
i am trying i am trying but i want this shit to end
i am lonely i am lonely yet avoiding all my friends
i am scared yes i am scared that i will one day kill myself

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from albumless songs 2019-2021, released August 1, 2019

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hi i'm Blood girl i am 24 years old and i sing about sadness because i am sad.

Thanks for listening to my little diary

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